Stay Sweet, Don't Turn Sour

sitting here
with a little fear
what if one day i lose you to another
what if that one day, we wont be together
the thought of watching you leave my side
hurts really bad
what you get it right?
everybody wants you and have the ability to take u away
ill have you today
but what about tomorrow
who knows, ill probably suffer with sorrow
i fell hard for you
harder with every hour
would you stay this sweet and turn sour ?
i hope not
youre all i got
youre like my life line
my hearts in your hand
to be your only man
& without your love, id be dead
yup thats what i said
without your love, death will be knockin on my door
i really hope i dont see that day you wont love me anymore

Forever In My Life

Everyday i wake up and thank god im not dead
laying in my bed...
not much running thru my mind
just one main thing;
i know a girl like you, i wont find
& if i didnt make you mine then id be blind
so its a good thing i made the right choice to make you mine
sticking together
no matter...
whether its the end of time
or the end of my life
im always going to love you til the day i die
never will i make you cry
loving you forever;
its the truth, no lie
soon you'll get me on my knees to make you my wife
and we'll live happily ever after
forever you'll be in my life :)

Stephanie Phan

honestly i could never love any girl the way i love you
believe me, its true
sticking to you like super glue
kinda corny
im not horny
just feeling lovely
guess im in love with stephanie phan
shows you ima true man
all the love to show you i can
fighting for your love i will
all the hole in my heart you have filled
only lady who understands how i feel
its the real deal
i can see my future with the love of my life
someday id like to make you my wife
forever and ever, you and i will be together
just like a fairytale
we'll live happily ever after

Trust is a Must

Trust is a must
A hard challenge I will bust
Fighting for you is what I'll always do
Guess thats what happens when youre my boo
so believe me on this one
i wont leave you blue
believe me baby
every single word is true

Motivation & Inspiration

Come on baby, no more tear
dont let this be your biggest fear
just cause my deadline is near
smile wont you dear

how can i succeed when youre my only motivation
last inspiration
no more sad emotion

when i see you sad like this it makes me want drugs
im upset cause im not there for you to cry on
nor to give you a hug

just listen to me, i promise ima make it
til the last second ima go fckn try
and if i dont make it, fuck that thought
i rather die .

so smile please baby
if you keep crying and frowning;
ill never make it past this
your smile and laughters;
are my only motivation to keep trying.

How I'm Feeling

its horrible ...
im drowning in my own tears
losing her is practically my biggest fear
june 18 is fucken near

if i cant stay sober
forever ima be a loner
cause a promise is a promise
and that has to be done is going to have to be done
no more loving someone
no more having fun

cause tonight i got too much on my mind
why the fuck was i so fckn blind ?

what would i do without my wife
cause to me, without her theres no meaning of life
so when that day comes and i fckn fail...
do your part, just leave me and bail
dont worry, ill be fine cause my soul will set sail

pretty much after that day, there will be no kevin
cause without you, might as well die
take the escalator to heaven

Realization

Today was the day that made me realize
drugs i dont need, its a lie

god tell me why
did you make life such a struggle
i only got one life
aint a stunt double
troubles;
are right around the corner
im a drug user
but forever i must stay sober
or choose to live life a loner

do drugs to get ride of the pain and sorrow
but after its gone, i feel the same tomorrow
so why not stay sober and write away the pain
drop the heavy load so i dont go insane
to my brain

cause i know if i keep this up, ima hurt everyone around
leaving them in frowns
or get buried underground

but maybe the only thing that makes me want to stay alive
keep my head up to survive
would be the love of my life;
my wife

cause without her, i would be nothing
not anything, not even something

but theres someone else i gotta thank
because of my sister, i realized so much today
more things to realize in just a single day

i gotta thank god for giving me people that cares
my lady, my sister, the homies; my friends
so i gotta keep trying til i put this drug addiction to an end