How I'm Feeling

its horrible ...
im drowning in my own tears
losing her is practically my biggest fear
june 18 is fucken near

if i cant stay sober
forever ima be a loner
cause a promise is a promise
and that has to be done is going to have to be done
no more loving someone
no more having fun

cause tonight i got too much on my mind
why the fuck was i so fckn blind ?

what would i do without my wife
cause to me, without her theres no meaning of life
so when that day comes and i fckn fail...
do your part, just leave me and bail
dont worry, ill be fine cause my soul will set sail

pretty much after that day, there will be no kevin
cause without you, might as well die
take the escalator to heaven