Grenade Cover

The way that you love me girl is unbelievable
its the way you are beautiful and kissable
that makes me function makes me movable
your the sun that shines bright in my life
so perfect enough to be my only wife

its everything about you,
the way you make me feel
and when you say you say you love me,
without a doubt its real

plus you ain't simply simple; you're very unique
you're a perfect ten with a goddess physique
where no girl could ever take your place as my boo
because all the vows you made, every bit was true
so always you and I stuck together like glue
And because of that reason, forever i love you .
And something I know that you understand is

(Chorus)


I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
Cause you would do the same

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

from day one we would always wish everyday, that none of us would leave and forever we would stay, every battle we went through from the big to the small, we never gave up and in duh end we stood tall, every second we spent every day that we're together, another lesson is taught to me so i can love u better, i still remember when we started counting down, always thought it would end whenever i made you frown, it was never my intentions to ever make you sad, didn't mean to make you shed tears whenever i did bad, but that was the old me when i was stupid and foolish, now i became your knight who's lovely and childish, i ain't going to lie always thought nobody could change me, but miraculously you did and that's something i didn't see, reminicsing back to the beginning from day one, when i promise to love you and prove that it wasn't just for fun, then from days to weeks blink of an eye half a year, i couldn't imagine you would still be here to remain my dear, like i said its just the beginning of our everlasting story, now i don't have worry, my eyes a little blurry, i love you baby happy anniversary.

A Story From The Start

a fairytale story from the start,
i knew you'd be the one to own my heart
sitting across the room, i would stare.
couldn't bare but to look, cause i thought it was unfair.
you had a girl in your life, it cut me like a knife.
i wasn't good enough, just a plain geek.
while you were out there getting girls every other week.

little did i know you had the same,
feelings for me which wasn't a game.
getting to know you was like a surprise,
but you weren't like all the other guys.
came out clean from the beginning, nothing you hid.
bout all the years before, the girls you misdid.
gave me a little hint that i could trust,
you wouldn't break my heart, its a must.

despite all rumors and hate thats placed upon you,
i didnt give cause i knew they're not true.
we're two different people and thats for a fact,
but i learned one thing that opposites attract.
from then on, i knew we couldn't be apart,
it's like cupid hit me with a dart from above, with your love.
you know that i would never shove you away.
Forever you shall stay.
358 days that we've been together,
nothing i regret,
just getting to know you better.
memorable moments that we've spent, none i that i resent.
there were good and bad times, went through them all.
even through heavy struggles we're still standing tall.
believe me when i say youre the love of my life,
together we'll be the perfect husband and wife.
is this the end? i dont think so.
this fairytale story will go,
forever and ever til death due us apart.
til then, you'll always be in my heart.

Assumption

My sweet angel you're the greatest that ever happened
shut everybody up that said I was gonna be playin'
didn't phase me wen they kept yappin' cause I didn't care
had nothing to prove em but had lots to my dear
not a single girl has ever got love from me like you did
came clean on our first convo nothing that i hid
you're probably tired of me repeating that it was love at first sight
didn't wanna agree wit my vibes even if it was right
probably never told you the reason so ill tell you why
we both were just so different & thought you were too fly, no lie
plus I knew you're a good girl and I couldn't be your type
and I was looking for a girl who's down to hit the pipe
so i jump to conclusion assuming you're not who I'm looking for
Thinking it was only to be a crush and lowkey nothing more
but still I took the chance to find out if u were
ever gonna unlock the door
now i learn to go with my vibe on exactly how it feels
we're 7 days away from a year and the way I feel bout you is real
and it's official; my soulmate search has been sealed,
cause I don't want anybody else other den you to be part of my life,
I only want you to be my baby's mama and my only wife.

Forever

I love you my princess
Never feel too loveless, priceless
Your love is beyond this wonder
This fairytale adventure is honestly super duper
This journey has 9 more days to a year
You've been a dear
Made the definition of the word LOVE clear, no tears
Wipe em away, no hesitation
Girl, you're one of a kind to perfection
Time for a confession, hun
You're the best I ever had
So glad, never sad
Cause you make me happy, full of laughter
A joker, never
Too strong, beat struggles and see better
You and I together, Always and without a doubt,
FOREVER.

Reading Your Story

My eyes are blurry, maybe a 'lil teary
Reading your story
Now I never have to worry...
cause I finally got my baby
The only lady
To ever make me cry, no lie,
Til I die, I'm always gonna love you
My boo
Forever you'll be mine for life
I love you baby, better yet...my wife.

Let Go, Never

No matter how much I wanted to let you go
No matter how hard, I couldn't do so
I love you too much to walk away
I want you to stay, kuz my sun is shining today
you make my world shine bright baby, you the sun
when you're next to me, god dam i have so much fun
you make me laugh and smile, its the way you act a clown.
you always flipped my frown, turn it upside down
forever baby, we'll always be together
I'll always keep holding you always, and let go...never.

My Light

I aint want another lady
cause my princes, u drive me crazy
insane
my world never rains
you're my sun, my baby, you shine
you're all mine

stingy selfish knight

for my armor to sparkle, you're my light
the spark that lit my candle
if it goes out again, your spark can handle
you're all i need, my fucking everything
trust me baby girl, you'll get that diamond ring

You Give Me The Strength

Baby you're the bestest of the best, the girl i try to impress
more flyer than fly, a better new high
your love is one of a kind, always stuck on my mind
i wanna make you my wifey, my beautiful princess
needless to say a beautiful goddess
who dress to kill, touch me and i get chills
start to feel incomplete whenever youre not around
you gave me the strength to hold up every ounce and pound
please dont ever leave or else ill fckn drown
instead of a ring, you'll be handed a crown

Now I Understand

i swear the love i get from you is like no other
youre the girl i wish to be my baby's mother
the only woman i totally adore
each day i wake and seem to love you more
people can hate and say what they like
they just hating cause they choking when they pick up the mic
sometimes i ask myself, am i ready to seal the deal
snap back to reality that her love for me is real
now i understand what real loves about
no more sitting and thinking & having some doubt
no where will i find anybody so great
none can take your spot, in which my soul mate
so its officially time for me to settle down
peacefully make you my queen then hand you my crown

Determined

baby to me youre the apple in my eye
only lady in this world to really make me cry
plus when i tell you that i love you, believe me its not a lie
i really feel lucky holding your hand
i adore you cause you aint ashamed to tell people im your man
also grateful for your presence, youre the best i've ever had
sucks cause my struggles make you worry, eventually sad
it hurts you more cause you wanna help, but i deny your offer
don't trip; these are stuggles i can handle, you know im a rough rider
yeah maybe your cousin let his love go because his life was a mess
my life is too but im determined to see you in a white dress
determined to make you the love of my life
truthful and loyal, my one and only wife
words cnt describe what im feeling right now
only thing i can say is; its just wow
all i know is he lady that loves me will remain in my heart
nothing will separate us til death do us apart

Number One Priority

looking out to the horizon, wishing you were here with me
sitting here alone, missing my baby
the struggles you go through, it breaks my heart
but i know you just wanna do your part
you know i'd do anything to make you smile
even if i had to walk a thousand miles
just being with you makes me feel so right
never let go, always hold me tight
when i say you're my everything, it aint a lie
if you were to let go, im sure to cry
no other i want but you
our love is like a fairytale come true
two different people, in two different society
but now you're my number one priority
when you're at your worst, ill be there
help you out when no one cares
i wanna be there for you
sharing everything you do
the love we have is like no other
day by day it keeps getting closer
im glad we arent like other couples
fighting and fussing, always having troubles
you know how to keep me happy, never too shady
anyone would be lucky to be your lady
its too bad im not sharing
your heart, i wont be tearing
the love we share can never be erased
and for a fact, you will never be replaced
i will always love you, babyboo
tilt he day i die, forever you will be in my eyes

No Matter

i'm so grateful to be the one to be receiving your love
i made a few mistakes by pushing you and shove
but i grew and i realize, my heart you successfully has steal
its lovely to know that your love for me is real
i love to caress you in my arms, no words in silence
bring you smile and laughter never to witness violence
feel peace when i'm next to you, warmth when we snuggle
don't think i'm letting go cause my life's a struggle
i got bumps and lumps on the road that i'm in
but a man that doesn't stand by their words is a sin
yea i know people let go cause their companion's in a mess
but ima stride til that day you're in a white dress
cause i love you too much to even let go
we got a future in front of us, we can take it slow
i'm a rough rider but that don't keep me up
i'm not a great dane nor am i a pup
its you that keeps me moving, never to look back
forget about the past because its too wack
i told you before and ima tell you once more
always to keep it open, never to close the door
never to let go, no matter the difficulty
make it through the struggle and live our lives happily
enjoy our future living life comfortably

Because Of You

because of you i never feel lonely
room in my heart for you and only
because of you i learned to love
learn to work things out instead of just shove
because of you i learn to care
when you're at you're worse, call and ill be there
because of you i learned to be faithful
why would i give up something so great and beautiful
because of you i'm not a player
i'm here to be your night in shiny armor
because of you i never want another
i'm so fucken happy cause we're together
because of you i'm no longer a boy
i no longer see any gurl or you like a toy
because of you i've changed to a man
forever ima make you smile any way that i can
because of you i found something real
when i'm next to you i get goosebumps and chills
all for you, every single word is true
plus i promise you girl, to never make you blue
believe me when i say you're my vip
i'm so in love with you girl, that i know you see
when i spit words for you, i love to close my eyes
grab words from the heart, cause my heart will never lie
when people ask who are you, i love to tell em that you're mine
one day you'll get a flow, shed tears at every line
not tears of sadness, but each teardrops of joy
never to be frowning cause your beauty's like a coy
especially your smile which turns me to a child
and you're always on my mind, my thoughts are going wild
for all the blind mother fuckers, letting you go was their mistake
regretting but too late cause your heart ima take
other scavengers are jealous cause its your hand that i hold
other bitches are jealous cause you're in my arms when its cold
all the haters can fucken hate
talk their shit and discriminate
but we'll be the one laughing, having fun on our own date
it ticks me off, but now i laugh when they stare
they can look as much as they want but i don't fckn care
cause i know when they stare, they see a girl that's a trillion plus a dime
i love watching their face cause they look like they ate a lime
i just giggle and laugh while they walk and pounce away
thinking eventually they'll have a chance, but they could keep wishing for that day
but little do they know i'm not letting go and you neither
theyre blind if they cant see that we're truly faithful and neither of us are cheater
i'm grateful that you're real, not fake like rubber ducky
i've played many girls but with you i feel lucky
that's why ill never let go nor ever find another
because there's only one in this world that would be a loyal lover
so believe me when i say "STEPHANIE PHAN ima love you for life
exchange rings in the chapel then forever you'll be my wife"

All I Need In This World

being with you makes me the happiest
never found a girl like you babee, youre the bestest
no other girl id rather hold but you
cause my love for you is true
none at all blue
i aint a fckn fake
your heart ima take
and you know ill never break
all i need in this world is the love of my life
one and only girl, forever be my wife

Standing In The Chapel

god dam do i love her
enjoy being together
when im with you, nothing fucking matters

my heart has been taken away by the love of my life
my one and only girl, the one ill make my wife

the one tht stood by me through ups and downs, thick and thins
you know ill drop my guards just to let you win
if i ever tore your heart, that'll be my biggest sin

my vows are to keep you smiling and happy
plus to never leave you frowning or make your day crappy
never act shady or try to set up fights
all i wanna be is your one and only knight

rescue you from the pain you put up for
take you from the dumb blind niggas that tore your heart before
but fuck them idiots, come step into my door

now that youre in, ima keep it locked
you got my world spinning, my world you can only rock

forever you and i will grow old with white hair
then we'll die and i definitely wont be scared
ill be laying in my death bed reminiscing all the times that we shared

and believe me when i say nobody could take your place
with all the love that we shared, it would never be erase

I hope one day I'll wake up and you'll be there
You never leave me lonely cause i know you deeply care
just wait baby girl when you'd be in that white dress
standing in the chapel, my love to you I'll confess.
Then we'll live happily, move in, and make a mess :D

Vows

On June 27, 2010...

I promise to always love STEPHANIE PHAN. Treat her with respect and to give her all the loving i have to give. Promise to never leave and to stay by her side through thick and thins no matter what happens. Promise is a promise. I, KEVIN LANG, will be a man of his words. If my vows are violated, I will die in the worse way possible.

- PRINCE KEVIN

I STEPHANIE PHAN promises to always love KEVIN LANG, my one true love in life. I will trust you, respect you, laugh with you, cry with you, and cherish this moment with you until the day I die & ONLY YOU. Promise to never let go and stay by his side through the rough times there might be to face. This vow will never be broken as long as I live, & thats a promise.

- YOURS ONLY, ALWAYS & FOREVER

'Til My Death

babe know this, ima love you til i die
never ever wanna see you cry
never ever will i lie

before i met you, ive never fallen in love
but it just so happens cupid from above;
show me with an arrow with a heart warming name
best know this that our love aint a game
when i hold your hands, i never feel ashamed

i know who im holding is the greatest of all
you were there to pick me up every time that i fall
if youre ever feeling lonely, you know who to call

i wanna be near you each and everyday
whnever you have to leave, i wish you could have stay
keep your arms in the night as we lay

just know til my very last breath
i promise to love you until my fckn death

I Miss You

After 3 days without talking to each other because I went to Yosemite National Park. There is obviously no service there with my provider...

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oh dam i got this nasty feeling
make me feel like spitting
i'm sick to my tummy
i need my baby hunny
i miss her so much, i cant even sleep
really realize this relationship is getting really deep
i lay awake at night before i sleep, by two
only thing on my mind is how much im loving you
wishing you were here so i could hold you tight
passed out in my arm all through the night
i really really love you and thats for sure. for life
if marriage was at any age, id definitely make you my wife

No One Compared To You

... [ lost the beginning; stupid phone): ] ...


no one compared to my wife
you know ill never let go, forever you'll be in my life
nobody better touch you or ima cut his finger off with a knife
only i, your man, can caress your body
ill never trade you, not for anybody
cause a love like this is worth fighting for
when im around you, i fall for you even more
just promise to never shut the door
forever your name will be tatted on my core

Seeing You Smile

i love seeing you smile
it makes me feel good
didnt i tell you
to make you smile, id do whatever i could
give you all my love
like i said i would

never wanna see you frown
pick you up when youre down
ill always save you before you drown
make you laugh dramatically like a clown

believe me babe cause ill never love another
i would die if we werent together
so believe me when i say
" baby i love you forever " =D

Even If There's Range

i love you babe, thats how ima start
cupid shot me with and arrow
bullseye, like a dart
first girl i can say, really melt my heart

never ever has anybody love me like you do
very satisfied cause the love u show is true
my heart fckn drops when i make you blue

so i do what i can to flip your frown
make you my queen,
personally hand you a crown
because you stood by me whenever i was down

a girl like you deserves all the loving you can get
whether its emotional or physically;
get you wet.

when im around you,
my heart takes off like a jet
when im next to you,
i seem to lose my breath
and you know its true,
ima love you to death.

nothing will get in between,
nothing will ever change
ill be reaching out for you,
even if theres range

when it comes to writing,
25 percent from the brain
rest of the 75 hopefully...
is not to be the cause of your pain

if you ever left me,
my world will start to rain
it'll never stop
my heart will fckn drop
eventually ill go back
to smoking that green crop

but i hope to never ever see that painful day
I LOVE YOU STEPHANIE PHAN,
that im proud to say.
plus i aint going nowhere,
forever here to stay.

One Day You'll See

my queen
you're the best ive ever seen
so sweet, never mean
too good to be treated like junk
i can tell youre real and other bitches are bunk
so never leave me cause you my future wifey
my heart was locked, now you got the key
dont let go
soon you'll see the day i say...

"baby, marry me? :D "

A Colorful World

im so in love with this lady thats mine
if i didnt have your love baby, i wouldnt be fine
not in this just to waste your time
not in this to make your heart sour like lime

buht to give you all the love that i got
hand you the gun so you can call the shot
dam baby girl, do i love you alot
more thn everything
fo you, id do anything
then comes the day you get a diamond ring

to me this love is beyond wonderful
unlike a drawing thats dull;
the world we share is colorful
baby you know, girl you beautiful

baby youre the best; number one on my list
anyone that hurts you will talk to my fist
probably get your name tatted on my wrist

thats how much i love you sweet lady
maybe in the future;
have us a family and two baby.

Whipped

man...
would it sound cheesy if i said i was in love
that cupid shot me with an arrow from above

i wouldnt say at first
but fuck, now im whipped
lov how it feels when we touch each other's lips

only person in this world to me is vip
well a v.i.p; very important princess
shes the only girl that wouldnt make my heart a mess
in this would, she's the best

i can proudly say im in love with stephanie phan
since youre mine forever, ill be your man
and you know me;
to make you smile, ill do whatever i can

so know for this girl, id do anything
eventually see the day she receives my ring
then like a fairytale ending;

we'll live happily ever after
together and forever.

Dreams

What if drawing is your profession
give it time then you'll tell me ur confession
well thats what i hope will happen
Then everyone will be clappinn'
listening to my flow snappin'

like with my talent
i dont stay silent
i let it show
and you should too
dont stay low

at the least we got dreams we wanna pursue
and its true
cause the both of us together
we'll make it thru whatever
just to gain big cheddar

live life like a king
you my queen
but to see that,
we gotta pursue our dream
soon we'll step on stage and our audience will scream
and the spotlight will beam
shining bright
but it wont happen over night
so lets stay tight

to see a brighter future
we're struggling creatures
but hey its just life
gotta carry a knife
but one day we'll see peace
and you'll be my wife

Questions

If death came knocking,
would you step in between and do the blocking?

If I got locked up and was sentence to 25 years to life,
would you still be around and stay as my wife?

If I was at my worse and all i did was cry,
would you do whatever you can to make me smile or not even try?

If I told you my time is almost up and I'm about to die,
would you spend every second with me or would it be a lie?

You're probably wondering why is he asking me.
It's the fact I love you to death, you must see
Everyday to make you smile, I always try
Whether you think its the truth or a lie
For you I'll ride and die

I guess its the fact i'm really committing
from the heart; no acting

cause i could, but i aint an actor
forever til i die, ill be your night in shining armor

this feeling i never had before
each day we're next to each other, i love you even more
i regret doing it, so never will i close the door

i'll leave it unlocked
but you already have the key to my heart
and know this is for a fact;
nothing will tear us apart

just know til my time comes,
ill always love you
even when i act like a fool
forever and ever ill be stuck to you like glue
best believe its true

Forever I Can Be Your Man

When it comes to you i turn to a child
dont leave me right now,
chill for a while

matter of a fact, chill forever
loving anyone else i would neveer
its my commitment now that we're together

loving one, loving you only
since i met you, i've never felt lonely
cause you're awesome with a smile so lovely

plus i cant picture myself with anyone else but you
and thats honestly true
cause you make my day bright when it's dull blue

there may be millions of others out there
but i dont want them, i want you here
the thought of losing you one day is my biggest fear
one things for sure, i would never let you drown in tears

plus what kind of a man would i be,
if i can't stand by my words
and this is something new;
never fell in love with a nerd
thats what makes this relationship fun
and this is my promise;
ill only have room in my heart to love only one

to only love STEPHANIE PHAN
just don't let go so forever i can be your man.

Unlocked My Door

baby no more tears
love it when youre near
ill be your soldier and fight away your fears

im gonna love you and always treat you right
u know ill drop my guards when it comes to a fight

dont you ever fckn think that i dont love you
and if thats the case, go find a new
but i think im giving you all the love i can give plus more
youre like the keys that fits and unlocks my door
each and every word comes from the core

i just want you to know youre the best thing that happened
best i ever fckn had
cause this is no game
its real so im glad
u know my heart sinks whenever i see you sad

so a smile on your face is such a sight to see
and a smile ill always see because youre with me

Hidden Pearl

Completely thoughtless
mindless
lowkey lost
wuts up boss ?

like moss,
our love grows more and more everyday
please dont leave baby, stay
i love stephanie forever, ima say

sometimes i get scared with a real big fear
what if one day i wake up and youre not here
you would honestly make me drown in my own tears
but even if youre not around, i feel your love is near

you heart is the only heart i could read clearly
seeing your smile makes my shitty day turn happily
no bullshit, seriously

honestly, i was once a druggie
not caring if the drugs would turn me fugly
now i trip out if i am or my outfits too ugly

its like my life has changed with the love of one girl
and when we kick it,
my head starts spinning till you see me swirl
twirl

from a pearl hidden inside a clam
to the true man i became and a real man i am
its a trip cause we're going on to half a year
shall we celebrate, come on drink a beer

one thing thats for sure
i love you and a lie its never
forever and ever
you and i will be together

from the beginning when we were friends,
dont care wht u say cause i think youre a ten
plus now all i can think about is being with you
till this world ends.

Lost

You were wondering why i was lost
maybe when it comes down to it,
you're the boss
letting you go would be the biggest loss

beautiful like the brightest california sunshine
life feels better now that youre mine
would you swig it with me if i got a bottle of wine?

never felt like this
lost in the world we share
youre the only girl i could actually say: really cares
is there
when im at the worse
your love isnt a curse

feels like a blessing
more like a miracle
there words i spit for you are honestly magical
natural

I love writing you these lil pieces of art
each and every one of them comes from the heart
before all this happened, when it didnt start;
i swear like i had this bond with you before
maybe our past life?
i dont even know, just happy with my wife

well now you know im pretty lost
cause my words are all over the place
heart's in a race
thank you, i love you
& i rest my case.

Sex Spitter

got me a princess
a fairytale queen
most magnificent girl ive ever seen
everytime shes around
she makes me get green
if u know what i mean
she turns me on like a light switch
shes the boss
men that fail to keep her is their loss
another man's trash is another man's treasure
pleasure
double up, give me a seizure
make my fantasy wild
love your style
hot, spicy, whoa better than mild
go crazy when youre doing your part
then it'll be my turn to race your heart
make you hot, wet, sweaty
lets get it on, we're both ready
buck til we climax
no acts
pure love making
love emotion exchanging
thats what im thinking, l-o-l
thats for now.
award for sex spitter kevin lang,
take a bow
wow
i know, i dont believe i wrote this
pardon my manner,
would you excuse me miss?

Stay Sweet, Don't Turn Sour

sitting here
with a little fear
what if one day i lose you to another
what if that one day, we wont be together
the thought of watching you leave my side
hurts really bad
what you get it right?
everybody wants you and have the ability to take u away
ill have you today
but what about tomorrow
who knows, ill probably suffer with sorrow
i fell hard for you
harder with every hour
would you stay this sweet and turn sour ?
i hope not
youre all i got
youre like my life line
my hearts in your hand
to be your only man
& without your love, id be dead
yup thats what i said
without your love, death will be knockin on my door
i really hope i dont see that day you wont love me anymore

Forever In My Life

Everyday i wake up and thank god im not dead
laying in my bed...
not much running thru my mind
just one main thing;
i know a girl like you, i wont find
& if i didnt make you mine then id be blind
so its a good thing i made the right choice to make you mine
sticking together
no matter...
whether its the end of time
or the end of my life
im always going to love you til the day i die
never will i make you cry
loving you forever;
its the truth, no lie
soon you'll get me on my knees to make you my wife
and we'll live happily ever after
forever you'll be in my life :)

Stephanie Phan

honestly i could never love any girl the way i love you
believe me, its true
sticking to you like super glue
kinda corny
im not horny
just feeling lovely
guess im in love with stephanie phan
shows you ima true man
all the love to show you i can
fighting for your love i will
all the hole in my heart you have filled
only lady who understands how i feel
its the real deal
i can see my future with the love of my life
someday id like to make you my wife
forever and ever, you and i will be together
just like a fairytale
we'll live happily ever after

Trust is a Must

Trust is a must
A hard challenge I will bust
Fighting for you is what I'll always do
Guess thats what happens when youre my boo
so believe me on this one
i wont leave you blue
believe me baby
every single word is true

Motivation & Inspiration

Come on baby, no more tear
dont let this be your biggest fear
just cause my deadline is near
smile wont you dear

how can i succeed when youre my only motivation
last inspiration
no more sad emotion

when i see you sad like this it makes me want drugs
im upset cause im not there for you to cry on
nor to give you a hug

just listen to me, i promise ima make it
til the last second ima go fckn try
and if i dont make it, fuck that thought
i rather die .

so smile please baby
if you keep crying and frowning;
ill never make it past this
your smile and laughters;
are my only motivation to keep trying.

How I'm Feeling

its horrible ...
im drowning in my own tears
losing her is practically my biggest fear
june 18 is fucken near

if i cant stay sober
forever ima be a loner
cause a promise is a promise
and that has to be done is going to have to be done
no more loving someone
no more having fun

cause tonight i got too much on my mind
why the fuck was i so fckn blind ?

what would i do without my wife
cause to me, without her theres no meaning of life
so when that day comes and i fckn fail...
do your part, just leave me and bail
dont worry, ill be fine cause my soul will set sail

pretty much after that day, there will be no kevin
cause without you, might as well die
take the escalator to heaven

Realization

Today was the day that made me realize
drugs i dont need, its a lie

god tell me why
did you make life such a struggle
i only got one life
aint a stunt double
troubles;
are right around the corner
im a drug user
but forever i must stay sober
or choose to live life a loner

do drugs to get ride of the pain and sorrow
but after its gone, i feel the same tomorrow
so why not stay sober and write away the pain
drop the heavy load so i dont go insane
to my brain

cause i know if i keep this up, ima hurt everyone around
leaving them in frowns
or get buried underground

but maybe the only thing that makes me want to stay alive
keep my head up to survive
would be the love of my life;
my wife

cause without her, i would be nothing
not anything, not even something

but theres someone else i gotta thank
because of my sister, i realized so much today
more things to realize in just a single day

i gotta thank god for giving me people that cares
my lady, my sister, the homies; my friends
so i gotta keep trying til i put this drug addiction to an end

Mrs. LANG

man do i love this girl so much
love i got for her, more than a bunch
i wont even eat
so she can be my lunch

if im the pancake
i would be incomplete without my honey
she makes my day sunny
got my heart jumping and hopping like a bunny
kinda funny

mrs. L-A-N-G?
Is that who she wants to be?
well signs point to it cause now shes with me

how many fella could find something this special
beautiful, no fake facial
shes almost like my spiritual; partner
the other half that i never had
whoops my bad
i meant ill never ever have

she gives me all i need to survive
stay live
dont want a bajillion wives
i just want one my whole entire life
just one to be my wife

so lets not end this everlasting love
ir ill die and fly away like a dove
so as long as i have you forever
ill be fine
dont ever leave me
forever she'll be mine

A Voice In My Head

she got him dis he could never stop
writing he must not drop
feeling the beat
rapping to hip hop

hes lost; poor little soul
cant find his way out so he goes spark a bowl...
cold

clue in his own little world
thats why he loves the world he shares with his gurl
the one he loves most
still will protect her even if he's a ghost

but it sucks when he's the one that makes her sad
makes her mad
feeling so bad
so he look for drugs
when all he fckn needs are hugs

he's scar, ruin mentally
when all he wants to do is live this world happily
but right now he's not even on the ground
he's more like floating in space flipping around
seeing things like clown

now he knows shes gnna get mad and think he's stupid
dont blame him, go kill cupid
kuz cupid shot him with an arrow with her name
her emotions are the same
their feelings for each other are very strong
feels better than toking a bong
thats why he sat here and decided to write her a song
didnt really care if it wuz gonna be short or long

he just wanted to tell her exactly how his heart feels
its the real deal
kuz til death do em part
he will always love her
nd the only thing going thru his head
is loving her forever

Hurt

I'm hurt, I feel torn inside
No lie

It stings like a burn
Plus it'll leave a scar
Run me over with a car

How can I not treat the most greatest girl rite
I'm such a fool
who lies and always put up a fite

im a straight dumbass
thats all ill ever be
nuthin but dirt is what everybody sees in me

so oh well, im dirt & im useless
plus im mindless
practically heartless;
souless

After this girl, I'm never going to love another
Because she was the only girl
to be my babies mother

tears that fall from your eyes stings so bad
it makes my day like shit
when im the one that made you mad;
sad

i feel like the biggest jerk when i ruin your day
it hurts to see you put up through this
and still fucken stay

You deserve better
you really do
cause each day
i get up and i just cant believe ur mine
ur just so beautiful and just so fine
to me, ur above lil number nine

so i guess its me
im not treating you right
when youre the most prettiest
plus with a smile so bright
so i dont think im gonna be able
to sleep tonight

i wanna prove to you i can treat you right
but first, its my drug addiction i gotta fight
i picture us somewhere beautiful and nice
hot summer day eating fruit shaved ice
like the end of a fairytale,
happily ever after
always and forever

I'm The One You Picked

Please baby no more tears
I should be wiping away your fears
but the biggest fear you have is near,
and its me.

jeez, im such a dick.
I should be cherishing this moment
cause i was the one you picked.
----------
dam baby
today made me realize
u do deserve more then my kid actions
cause you honestly dont care about your reputation
nd could care less bout that nd care more bout me
----------
fo now on its stephanie phan
the only person dat'll run thru my mind
since it took me this long to realize it
then dam, im fckn blind
promise from now on,
you and i will shine

Every Bit

baby ur the best
that i must confess
no girl i gave my heart to
no girl i would have ever thought i could call my boo
its true
i love you with every bit of my heart

Hush Little Baby

Hush lil baby dont you cry

im gonna tell the truth, aint no lie
im always gonna be here to keep u in my arms
nd promise to never let you get harm
will always love you til the day i die
now could you promise me not to cry?

I'm Saying " IF "

If...I'm saying if.

But if we broke up & wur no longer together
believe me, im never gonna love another

------

Why?

because youre closer to me
as close as my brother
maybe closer

------

to me you're like a mutha fckn goddess
ur more than a dime
can't be too less, leave me with no stress

------

Plus your smile.
U know what I can do
You would understand if you stepped into my shoe
& understand that im nuthin without you boo

so this relationship will never be demolished
having you forever ...
... is my only wish

Getting On My Knees

Killing myself slowly
doesnt sound so boldly
but til my last breath,
ima love you only
my feelings for you are hella hella strong
hit the bong, write you a song
living life to the fullest very very long
with my baby, sweetest of sweet ladies
ur love drives me crazy
never act shady
so babe remain the love of my life
get on my knees and make you my wife

Sixteen Years

My whole 16 years of life
never thot id find my wife
& when im with you, it feels so right
i wanna kick it with you day and night

ive never been so sprung
i want you to be my new drug,
knowing u wont trash my lung

promise ima love you forever
anything for you ill never say never
kuz how im feeling is,
i want this forever =)

No Bully

everyone isnt perfect, nor has a perfect life
thats why you got to be strong and go through the strife
it might be stupid, it might be painful
buht baby, that does not make you blameful
right now they're too blinded to see
that you guys need all the love, and not the bully
but soon they will have to be
the family you have always wanted, youll see
but for now you need to smile
and not add more to the pile
of hurt that you and your brothers have inside
that would just be the downside
there should be no tears in your eyes
because then id do the same likewise
you can show your brother the love he needs
and not show him all the misleads
youre the best anyone could ask for
one that wont ignore
the problems people struggle through
youd be there to help them too
a smile on people's face will show
so pretend this happened a while ago
now all you gotta do is smile too

for everyone else please, my babyboo.

A Promise 'Til The End

promise; til the end of life
ima make you my wife
til the day i die
youre my soulmate, thats why
so let me caress you in my open arm
where i know you would never be harmed
could never understand what love meant til i found you

forever til i die, you would always remain my booo

I'll Be Your Soldier

im thinkin bout my wifey
how she touch me nicely
feeling warmth when i hold her
fo you ill be your soldier
loving you always
thinking bout chu all day
we started out a week being frends
now together til duh end forever til i die
kuz you the best, thats why

Not Walking Solo

i wouldnt want to walk this earth solo
wouldnt know where to go
what to do
if i didnt have my boo
id go insane
lok to the brain
cause im krazy, krazy bout you
from now on, ima stick to you like glue
you wanna see real love
walk in my shoe
maybe you would know how to love a girl
cause i got a clue

Seeing Is Believing

Promises, no lies
no tear drop from your eyes
smile with laughter
cause im your only rapper
that'll flow for you like nobody can
i can love you like a true man, that i am
don't ever close your eyes
ill tell you why
cause seeing is believing
hearing can be deceiving
plus rumors can do hurting
but for you, its all loving
i actually never love somebody this crazy
guess its a good thing cause i made you my baby
i love you baby girl, youre my sweet lady

Knight In Shining Armor

Smiles, no struggle
your heart i will never crumble

promises, no lies
never say bye bye

laughter, no tear
im here, to fight away your fears
don't worry, i'm near

just call and im there
anybody can stop me, but i dont care
come step in front of me, only if you dare

love for one, forever i will
won't let nobody hurt you
got the mentality to kill

im your knight in shining armor
im always gonna love ya

kuz ur my princess
never love me too less
dats why youre the best

bestest ive ever had
to have you by my side, im glad

promise not to leave,
that you gotta believe

that youre the love of my life
my beautiful wife

so ill never be lonely
im always gonna love you
and love you only

Eternity

I love you baby, forever - for life
let me take ur hand, nd make you my wife
i never felt so good bout love
so crazy bout it' that im stupid
i guess its tru, there is a cupid
didnt fall face first, but now my heads underneath the ground
i get lost in love when ur around
only sweetheart that can turn my frown upside down
let me love you the rite way, the way i never had before
ima love way more and more; never shut the door
kuz ur my baby, my sweetheart, my wife
fo that ima love you. Enternity, for life :)

Until I D-I-E

Im complete ever since you got with me
u know ima love you til i d-i-e
its all tru, every word in this flow
its stupid how others call you a hoe
when they dont even know
fckn dumb people
they just hating kuz ur my princess
loving you never too less
loving you with my heart
never be apart
i would never ever wanna make you cry
promise u now ima love you until i die

A Wish Upon a Star

I wished upon a star to someday making you mine
now dat i made u mine,
shawty you a dime that shines
real bright
like my very own guiding light
so if i ever wander off too far
i know your love will bring me back home
to open arms
never will you be harm
cause if you did, i wont be a good knight in shining armor
den ill become a killa who tries to harm ya
its my priority to keep you secure
cause ur heart's so pure
my heart was once torn but youre the cure
u taped my heart together
together we'll last forever
everlasting love
would neva eva shove
kuz a shawty like you is what i call a keeper
im not a preacher ...

just ur lovaa =)

Million Times More

Wow. Honestly ...

I do love you more den i love weed.
baby its true , youre all that i need
i neva beeen this krazy bout anyone before
never showed so much love
but fo you a million times more

Can't Define

Baby you know I love you
I love you so much I can't define this feeling
If I were to spit on the mic
I would blow the ceiling

To make every words put a smile on your face
Every line I spit would but your heart in a race

brings tears to your eyes after each and every verse
I wish there would be more time to spend on you
we need more time, you know its true
we gotta find a way so I can hold you close and never let go
then doing enough I can show

Aba-ca-dabra !

i gotta admit, im in love with an angel
that was sent high up above, with a candle in your heart
that lit up my world, who would have thought
i would ever find a girl
thats beautiful and sweet
and makes my head swirl
thats one out of a million
more like one out of a billion
matter of a fact, youre one of a kind
stay stuck in my mind
a girl i know for a fact i wont find
kuz the love you show me is beyond my imagination
what u thot to be fiction
turn out more realistic, wur like a fairytale story
wur magic like aba-ca-dabra
im not a fckn acta
just a mad stona
who got his heart open for one lady
only woman calling me baby
so my love for you is unconditionally
which means now until eternity

Always a Team

i wish u could travel thru my heart and feel the love i have for you
every second with you is real. every "i love you" is true.
rite now i said im sleeping but i cant get u out of my head
i guess its duh fact i wanna share the same bed
kuz ur my wifey and together we better b
plus u promise not to leave me
i hope i dont have to see, the day im all alone
plus im tired of smoking cones
kuz it aint as hot as you, kuz you let out steam
now until forever we will always be a team

Spicier Than Mild

baby. y i love u is bkuz ur the best
never the less
smile that makes me feel like a child
ur hot, more spicier den mild
beautiful and intelligent too
dats how i see it when im looking at u boo
understanding and love my sense of humor
didnt believe the grass on duh other side of duh fence is greener
but hey guess thats sumthing i got to cherish
or ill kill myself and burn in hell to perish

Never a Heartbreak

always nd forever.
u nd i will b together
til life ends
we didnt evn start from being friends
yet look at how it came out
wat chu kno bout
Love
Kuz none got anything like mine
shawty we fine
never heartbreak
heartaches

Fly Outta Space

dont feel shitty put a smile on ur face
let me hold you close and put ur heart in a race
take off with me and fly outta space
love me for who i am, thats why god gave me you
he gave me you to only be my boo
the love of my life
my future gorgeous wife
let me love you like nobody can
im wut u can say a playa changed man
since u step into my universe
its almost feels like a curse
or mayb a dream com tru

Stick With You Like Glue

cant fall asleep
dont know what to do
all im thinkin bout is baby just you
the time we share could never be erased
nd the love we share can never be replaced
when it comes to you, i feel like im in space
cause the way you make me feel
and how your touch gives me the chills
and when u butt naked, you dress to kill
plus everything i tell you, all of its real
none could eva be lies
kuz i hate seeing tears in ur eyes
nor would i ever say goodbye
wut im tryna say is baby that i love you
and that i rlly do
not to sound clingy but ...
ima stick with you like glue

Sticking to One

so many girls. sticking to one.
only one kind of girl who knows how to have fun
shes like wonder woman wen wur laying in bed
duh only girl stuck in my head
everything i want, you got it all
knows that we gonna get down to business, no stall
but we take our time, enjoy the crime.
or maybe a sin; sex before marriage. oh wait wur married.
come giv me a taste. dont bite, aint scary
just gonna make you leave a puddle. call the shots in a huddle
now all i can think bout is chillin nd cuddle

My Speciality

How many people really understand dis feeling.
It's like if im dreaming.
but its reality.
loving you is my speciallity.
No other girl ima giv my heart to.
Only one that can hav it is you.
kuz you gave me more then simple relationship.
Its like magic when im holding your hips.
wow this is magic. poof then love is in the air.
run my fingers thru your hair.
But its not bout that, its bout you.
I honestly feel good when I call you my boooo.

Forever My Boo

baby, i loveeee youuu soo muchh .
always feeling warm with your touch
the only one who makes my heart feel secure
never leave my side, ill always be here
our fourth month is coming fast, buht it isnt the last
of course its like a dream come true
youll always FOREVER be my boo.

Happily Ever After

i want u to wake up n let this b duh first thing u see.
fck all u hog she only belongs to me.
wow baby gurl wur goin onto to 4.
it'll b beyond ur fingers nd plenty more.
kuz to me ur duh brightest star in duh sky.
my vision dont lie. cinderella in my eyes.
plus wen i hold u close its like holding a baby.
soft nd warm. feeling gud kuz u my lady.
jeez i dont believe. its honestly a tale.
dat'll live happily ever after.never gna fail.
nor stop giving u duh love no has given.
never to act a phony. kuz im duh only kevin.
who will love u like nobody has ever showd u before.
kuz foreve u will remain in duh center of my core.=)
I LOVE U BABY.

April Fools

let me start off by saying youre the best
no matter what, ima protect you like a bullet proof vest
never the less
why? kuz ur everything that this child need
need you more than i need weed
only girl i stayed loyal and faithful to
guess thats why youre still my boo
my one and only, that would never leave me lonely
plus the love you show is real, reaalizing you aint a phony
best thing that has ever stepped into my life
maybe someday i could make you my wife
wait you already are
kuz we made it this far
why not for eternity
just you and me
but we just cant go on anymore
i realize i gotta step out this door
just kidding baby, that wasnt kewl
bet i gotcha, april fools

A Life Worth Living For

i cherish every moment
smiling a every comment
feeling love from you like no other
its on top of my mother
yet ima say i have to love you more
my life was really dull
but that was way before
you made my life worth living for
something no girl can do
its just the fact no other can be my boo
forever seems to be a long time
but thats what im seeing when i look into ur eyes
doesnt matter what ur friends might say
kuz i know deep inside you feel the same way
i know what you want, i can read your mind
so quit lying to urself and put your hands in mine
i get excited everytime you come close
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Very First Flow

what would it take
to make my heart beat so
for you and only you
id spit this flow

whenever youre around
i have to smile
this special moment,
lets make it worth while

i love how you drive me crazy
cause thats what keeps me sayin
i love you babe forever and always
cause i know you aint playin

youre the best i ever had
im not gonna lie
i want you forever
so stay by my side

id do anything
just to make you happy
but excuse this flow
if its a bit crappy

what more can a girl ask for
then a perfect boy like you
just keep in mind
that i love you boo

Lighting a Million Candles

what i love bout you is ur personality
sometimes i think im dreaming, but this is reality
plus your tender lips, sweet the way you kiss
when it comes to the weekend, thats one thing i miss
and that smile of yours, can light a million candles
plus the body you own, only i can handle
youre one of a kind, who would have thought us being together
got one magnificent gurl, i dont need another
even thru thick and thins, you would stay by my side
never keep a secret, aint nutin we gotta hide
so when youre done reading it, i hope you love this
kuz ill be looking forward to that satisfying kiss
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those wur a few reasons why i love you
many more to say, many more to do
id be lieing if i said i never thot of my boo
many girls read me and say fuck it, he's a player
buht our conversation kept going, letting me know you aint a hater
it was really surprising knowing you had a thing for me
youre one girl i thot would possibly never be
why, kuz i never thot i could call you my baby
always loving and loyal, never acting too shady
youre better then any girl, youre my sweet lady
and when i kiss your lips, taste like sweet candy
maybe these are the "something", those something about you
feel we should stick together like paper and glue.

Valentines Day

happy second month, and early valentines day
surprise youre here, still to stay
by my side
feeling satisfied
kuz i neva thot id stay this long
always thinking bout you even though im hitting the bong
even if you were far apart, i can still feel your love
ur the best bestest girl that i wouldnt fckn shove
like i said, im satisfied
and my love for you is not a lie
i just hope you stay til the day i fckn die

Melt Like Chocolate

let me love you like a king
a song for you ill sing
all tho i aint a singer
just poem writing stoner
let me love you like nobody will
those gapz in my heart
ur love has filled
all promises never gonna b lies
i melt like chocolate wen i stare u in duh eyes
resemble the stars in duh sky
lose all attention evry time you pass me by